at least not this week, maybe later, idk when, the reason is obvious and i can not watch all those gifs and posts about the last episode, it is so much painful to see.
i’m so angry and disappointed.
she was my favorite since the beginning, and i was so excited to see her with tom again in series 3, as a couple, as a individual characters, their lives in Dublin, she as mother, she as a worker.
and we got nothing of them.
no Dublin scenes.
no working scenes.
but we only got a character ignored with no development.
a few seconds of seeing her carrying her baby.
a few seconds of them as a family.
and a fucking whole scene of her horribleand unnecessary dramatic death.
and i’m so so angry for the poor writing on her storyline, this is not what we wanted, this wasn’t the way, if JBF wanted to leave downton still there are so many other ways, but no, fellowes gave us a terrible scene of her dying, to bring more drama to the show? to makes us keep watching it for “oh no i’m so sad, what a tragic episode! what is going to happen next?!!!”? i don’t know, but it doesn’t work for me, it makes me angry and makes me hate shows i loved once.
we, people whose favorite was sybil, did not deserve to see that awful and poor writing on her storyline, her character had so much more to give and didn’t deserved what happened and of course not that death.
sybil (and tom) were the 95 % of why i watch downton abbey, i like other characters (violet, isobel, cora, edith…) but i don’t care about their storylines as i cared for sybil’s and i think i’m not gonna keep watching downton, i can not bear the idea of no seeing her again, i can not, i will keep informed about what happens with tom and the baby (i can’t see tom alone, without her, he waited years for her, they only got 1 year of happiness and now he is alone, trapped where there is everything he is/was against to, and their daughter will grow up without a mother and that’s so fucking heartbreaking and unfair!!), and also, i’m afraid of what fellowes may do with tom and the baby, no hopes on him and his writing anymore and honestly i don’t care that enought about the other storylines to still watching this show.
downton is a great because of the actors, acting (maggie smith!!!!) and costumes and all that, but series 3 has been nothing but shit, because of fellowes and his shitty poor writing and i’m done.